this roomie situation is really triggering
ok, last years roommate situation wasnt that great. they were i guess what you call enabling because they knew exactly what i was doing but never, not once said anything to me about it. this year was...
View Article“you see the smile thats on my mouth. its hiding the words that dont come out”
im not that good of a liar….i usually let a smile slip out. i know that’s actually a good thing. but when you are able to lie to someones face about something serious, like if you’re feeling safe or...
View Articlei hate mondays.
mondays suck. especially this one. besides from being utterly exhausted today didn’t start off too badly. throughout the day things just seemed to decline and just get worse. so in between my 10am...
View Articleit’s a girl!
Not my baby. But my sisters! I am an aunt again!! Scarlet Noelle <3 10-2-12 7 pounds 12 ounces Absolutely Beautiful <3
View ArticleCaroline Rothstein Performing ‘Fat’
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Csw0tyamcdo Spoken word poet Caroline Rothstein performing 'Fat', a poem about her experience dealing with an eating disorder. Caroline is extremely talented and...
View ArticleCAN Someone help me PLEASE??
I just created a new page “Note to Self” but i dont know how to get certain posts to post to that page only. i dont get his whole category thing either. do i have to create categories and parent pages...
View ArticleGrandma was anorexic?!
Grandma was anorexic?!Amazing story of Claire's grandmother's ED.My grandmother died from her eating disorder as well.
View Articleup and down with no excuse
the last few days have been up and down. UPs: i have a beautiful new neice. i got to see my boyfriend in the middle of the week. i got a 91% and a 86% on two exams. DOWNs: i only got to the gym twice...
View Article“We need to talk”
four words you never want to hear out of anyones mouth. today i went to therapy like every friday. we talked about how my week has been. which wasn’t a pleasant conversation. i struggled a lot this...
View Articlethe strength of willfulness
i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i will not purge. i...
View Articlethe “We need to talk” talk.
Friday i shared about my boyfriend telling me those 4 scarey words “we need to talk.” So later that night when i went over his house he seemed realy distant. He immediately brought up the subject of us...
View Articlei guess you really can’t will yourself to do the “right” thing.
i have chest pains…………………. ……………i purged.
View Article“Don’t wish it were easier. Wish you were better.”
i wish i never had to deal with any of this. i wish i was ‘normal.’
View ArticleTake a moment to walk in …
Take a moment to walk in my shoes, I bet you’ll fall on the first step.
View ArticleSpiral
Reblogged from Liza writes to fill, feel and fall for the silence.: right in this moment im between a 10 and an 11.....where are you at?
View Articletwo of the scariest words…
ok. so maybe im over-reacting. but i am scared. too much knowledge isn’t always a good thing. i was doing a little research. looking for an answer. i didnt like what i found. i am not on to call the...
View Articleslope = how fast you fall
its kind of funny…in statistics we just learned about slope and linear regression. the way my prof defined slope as “the number before X in y=mx+p”. i have a different definition of slope when it comes...
View Articleshambles…
It has been a little while since I have posted anything. My life has been very hectic and chaotic recently. And while I haven’t found time to post anything i have made plenty of time to allow my ED to...
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